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Why Are We So Dumb?
Why did Hashem make us so cognitively restricted? Even computers today are way smarter and know so much more than the smartest human. Our ability to retain, process, and think deeply into issues is so
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Oidcha ki nafta bi
Tov li ki uneisi Ashrei hagever asher Oidcha ki anisani Tov veyasher al kein yoreh
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Why do we need to always remember what amalek did? The pasuk says, remember what amalek did when you left mitzrayim. When a person is in the process of leaving mitzrayim, amalek = safek will come. And
Why do we need to always remember what amalek did? The pasuk says, remember what amalek did when you left mitzrayim. When a person is in the process of leaving mitzrayim, amalek = safek will come. And
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I thought of a Teffila that the satan can't be mekatreg on:
אנא ה', טהר ליבי לעבדך באמת בלי שום גאווה או פניות כלל. ואם תאמר שאין תפלתי אלא מן השפה ולחוץ, היא הנותנת! Hashem, please purify my heart to serve you in truth, without any ego or ulterior motives. An
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R’ Chaim Twerski wrote:
Friday 19 of Shvat is the second yartzeit of my beloved Zaide and Rebbe, Rabbi Dr. Abraham J. Twerski. Zaide, like his ancestors before him, was an amazing listener. He had the ability to tune in, foc
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Ima responded:
It does not refer to ruach. מ״ה is a very high level of bitul (ie Atzilut where איהו גרמיו… חד הוא) def not connected with the level of ruach/יצירה in this case!! מ״ה refers to Olam Atzilut which is c
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אור החיים בראשית - ב': א'
יש לך לדעת שאין תשוקה בעולם עריבה וחביבה ונחמדת ונאהבת ונתאבת ומקוות לנבראים ובפרט לחלקי הרוחני המכיר ויודע בחינת אור האלהות כהדבקות באורו יתברך ואליו יכספו כל נפש חיונית המגעת להכיר קצת מנועם אורו ית
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Ima asked:
Maybe you can enlighten me with some sources to check on this iniyan which has been nagging at me? If all the maasim and even the thoughts to do these, all come from Hashem, bi’bechinat Ayin od milvad
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Rabbi Avinoam responded:
Here are some sources in my Shomer Emunim on free choice. If you want to see the original Hebrew for any of them, I have them to hand but can only give them to you tomorrow or maybe even next week. I
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My response:
In one place it says: העידתי בכם היום את השמים ואת הארץ החיים והמות נתתי לפניך הברכה והקללה *ובחרת בחיים* למען תחיה אתה וזרעך And in another it says: וזכרת את ה' אלהיך *כי הוא הנתן לך כח לעשות חיל* Wh
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Perhaps the only thing that's "ours" is the recognition / Emunah that nothing is ours. And when that happens, there's a yichud between us and Hashem. הוא אחד ושמו אחד. So, reconciling this seeming con
Perhaps the only thing that's "ours" is the recognition / Emunah that nothing is ours. And when that happens, there's a yichud between us and Hashem. הוא אחד ושמו אחד. So, reconciling this seeming con
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R’ Avinoam continues:
To summarize and connect some of the points in SE. צמצום has the same gematria as יקוק + ספק. This is a key concept. If no Tzimtzum, then there is absolute certainty/knowledge. With absolute certainty
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Me:
This is very insightful! I believe that since we are a chelek eloka mimal, we are really just part of Hashem and at the highest level, there is no free choice. As R' Avinoam said, free choice is a res
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Torah as a Relationship
ו וּשְׁמַרְתֶּם, וַעֲשִׂיתֶם--כִּי הִוא חָכְמַתְכֶם וּבִינַתְכֶם, לְעֵינֵי הָעַמִּים אֲשֶׁר יִשְׁמְעוּן, אֵת כָּל-הַחֻקִּים הָאֵלֶּה, וְאָמְרוּ רַק עַם-חָכָם וְנָבוֹן, הַגּוֹי הַגָּדוֹל הַזֶּה. ז כִּי
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טוב שברופאים לגיהנום (קידושין פ"ב.)
What does this mean? There’s a saying “Someone who never did anything wrong, never did anything”. In other words, we could perhaps be a tzadik by not doing anything for fear of messing up, or we can g
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ידיד נפש
The Lost Prince There was once a king and queen who had an only child in their old age, who they treasured more than anything in the world. They surrounded him with gold and sparkling gems and showere
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It is known that Mishkan represents the komah shleima on the briyah, just like the human being. And as the Beis Aharon writes in Teruma, everything in the Mishkan is also inside of us.
I was thinking that perhaps the Aron is kineged the mind, as it says “and into the aron you shall place the edus that I will give you”. And the Mizbeach haketores is kineged the heart, and the shulcha
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אֲבוֹת מְלָאכוֹת אַרְבָּעִים חָסֵר אַחַת. (א) הַזּוֹרֵעַ. (ב) וְהַחוֹרֵשׁ. (ג) וְהַקּוֹצֵר. (ד) וְהַמְּעַמֵּר. (ה) הַדָּשׁ. (ו) וְהַזּוֹרֶה. (ז) הַבּוֹרֵר. (ח) הַטּוֹחֵן. (ט) וְהַמְּרַקֵּד. (י) וְהַלָ
The Zohar in Parshas Vayetzeh says that the female of the Satan has 11 tikunim. The last one is 39 - like the avos melachos, explains the bal hasulam that it’s 4 x 10, but malchus of malchus has no Oh
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וְאֵלֶּה הַמִּשְׁפָּטִים אֲשֶׁר תָּשִׂים לִפְנֵיהֶם. כִּי תִקְנֶה עֶבֶד עִבְרִי שֵׁשׁ שָׁנִים יַעֲבֹד וּבַשְּׁבִעִת יֵצֵא לַחָפְשִׁי חִנָּם.
Why does it start with this Mitzva? Because of the chet of Adam, we have to work and make birurim. There is the derech yisurim and the derech HaTorah. The derech HaTorah is sweet and allows us to do t
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"אם לא עכשיו אימתי?" - כי באמת אין לנו שום דבר אלא עכשיו.
It occurred to me that when Chazal say אם לא עכשיו אימתי, they aren’t just telling us a cutsie piece of advice. They are saying something profound. They are telling us that there is no other time to d
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מתי יגיעו מעשי למעשי אבותי?
How can it be that the Avos Hakedoshim and Moshe Rebeinu, etc were actual human beings in a flesh and blood body like we have? It doesn’t seem plausible that the actual merkava lashchinah, and someone
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Paradox of the Infinite
On the one hand we say that even the greatest Tzadik, no matter how much a person serves Hashem, he hasn’t really even BEGUN to serve Hashem! Yet on the other hand, we say that every mitzva a jew does
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How many names Yerushalayim?
Yira, Shalem, Yevus, (another one I saw in the end of shoftim but can’t remember now) עַד-נֹכַח יְבוּס, הִיא יְרוּשָׁלִָם
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The Song of Life
God plays each of us like a master plays the harp. At every moment, God is plucking the strings, sending energy and vibrations throughout our lives. Sometimes God plays us as high notes and sometimes
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How to get Hashem to Guard our Bris for us
We all know how difficult shmiras habris can be sometimes. How does Hashem expect us to overcome such a difficult and powerful drive? Someone sent me a beautiful piece from Rebbe Nachman of Breslav. R
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ל' תשרי תשפ"א יום הולדת 44
י-ה-ו-ה מָה אָדָם וַתֵּדָעֵהוּ תהילים קמד ג' As I enter into my 45th year (as the Gemara in Eruvin 80? Says, a child who is 6 means in his 6th year)… מה אדם ותדעהו. מה = אדם. The yesod of אדם is אדמה
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כַּכֶּסֶף בְּיַד הַצּוֹרֵף
After the chet of the Eitz Hadaas, Hashem asked Adam why he did it and he blamed it on Chava. Then Hashem asked Chava why she did it, and she blamed it on the snake. But we don’t find that Hashem aske
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Maybe the 10 sefiros, which symbolize the hishtalshelus of creation from the divine thought down to the physical, are in parallel with the 10 levels that make up the human being, beginning with the di
Maybe the 10 sefiros, which symbolize the hishtalshelus of creation from the divine thought down to the physical, are in parallel with the 10 levels that make up the human being, beginning with the di
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If כנגד כולן means X 10, in other words, not just X 2, then perhaps the distance we see and the distance written here are not so far apart. However, this should be taken with a grain of salt because i
If כנגד כולן means X 10, in other words, not just X 2, then perhaps the distance we see and the distance written here are not so far apart. However, this should be taken with a grain of salt because i
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How important is it to live in Eretz Yisrael?
In the tochacha, it says Hashem will send sicknesses, famine, etc.. then if you still don't listen, the goyim will come and eat your food and steal your children, and then if you still don't listen, y
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When it comes to gashmius we can say, יגעת ולא מצאת תאמין...
If someone with a brilliant mind tells you that he spent his entire life trying to understand the physics of the universe, yet the deeper he goes the more he doesn't understand, that is a person I wou
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שִׁמְעִי בַת וּרְאִי וְהַטִּי אָזְנֵךְ וְשִׁכְחִי עַמֵּךְ וּבֵית אָבִיךְ. וְיִתְאָו הַמֶּלֶךְ יָפְיֵךְ כִּי הוּא אֲדֹנַיִךְ וְהִשְׁתַּחֲוִי לוֹ.
One of the Yetzer Hara’s biggest tools is to tie us down with the past and the future. For example, in middle of davening when we suddenly remember that we’re standing before Hashem and we want to hav
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Keri = Coronavirus & Ciara
There are two simultaneous international crises occurring now. One is the outbreak of the Coronavirus which has killed more than 1,000 people and infected more than 40,000 globally since its outbreak,
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Gashmius desires seems huge in our eyes and imagination, but when we try to grasp them, we quickly become “full” and the desire even becomes disgusting in our eyes. Ruchniyus is the exact opposite. It
כי דדיה ירווך בכל עת” מה הדד הזה כל זמן שהתינוק מוצץ מוצא טעם אף דברי תורה כן”
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GPS
People often feel that Hashem surely hates them after all the sins they did, and the trouble they have in their life is only proof of that… It could be helpful to envision Hashem’s hanhaga in the worl
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The Pyramids of Egypt symbolized the idea that they pulled all the spiritual powers from above down to below, for their own desires. While the Magen David symbolizes the idea of how we give all to Has
Interestingly, Purim follows Chanukah and symbolizes the gmar hatikkun when we will get all the good Hashem wants to give us, from up to down. Hence the shape of the Haman Tash. But initially, this sh
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There’s a famous question, why do we daven if Hashem knows what’s best for us?
Reb Yosef Albo explains that Teffilah is not to change Hashem’s mind but rather it changes us, making us into a new vessel to get blessings that we couldn’t have gotten before… I’d like to add… Why in
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Footprints of the Infinite
Previous generations knew very little about the wonders of the physical world. Tzadikim may have been able to comprehend great levels of divine wisdom in the spiritual realm and were able to feel Hash
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Addiction, Infinity and Divine Service
There’s a famous expression in recovery “Once is too much, and a thousand times is never enough”. This is a profound insight into the nature of addiction, which basically means that giving in even onc
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ומענין שהצבע אדום יש לו את התדר עם הכי פחות אנרגיה, כי אדום רוצה הכל עכשיו בלי יגיע, תן לי את האדום הזה כי הרי אני הולך למות ולמה זה לי דברים של עתידות? וזה הדרך
של "LEAST RESISTANCE" שכרוך בפחות אנרגיה. Violet has the highest energy among visible light, and red the lowest. The human eye is capable of seeing only light with wavelengths between 380 and 750 nano
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מוצאי שמחת תורה תש"פ
I had this thought on Motzai Simchas Torah and I hope it is truth. I really wanted to do Jew4Real and have the great honor to spread these 4 areas of kavod shamayim in the world. But how can I do Jew4
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Y-h-v-h is kineged the 4 worlds, which the beis ahron writes (shabos shuva) is kineged maaseh, dibur, machshava and reusah delibah.
Hashem helped me through a lot of pain (ashrei hagever…) that a switch finally clicked in my mind and for the first time in my life I realized that yiras shamayim means yegiyah, and yegiyah means doin
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וְהָיָה טַעְמוֹ, כְּטַעַם לְשַׁד הַשָּׁמֶן. - שמן הוא חכמה, לשד לשון דַּדֶּיהָ יְרַוֻּךָ . כי המן היה הצד ההפכי של החטא עץ הדעת, חכמה עם חסדים
וַיִּשְׁמַע מֹשֶׁה אֶת-הָעָם, בֹּכֶה לְמִשְׁפְּחֹתָיו כמו שאמרו חז"ל, על עסקי משפחותיו, על איסורי עריות. וַיִּחַר-אַף יְהוָה מְאֹד כי ניאף הוא מלשון אף. לא תנאף, אל תגרום לאף… מאד, זהו היצר הרע וּבְעֵ
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וַיִּמְלֹךְ תַּחְתָּיו הֲדַר וְשֵׁם עִירוֹ פָּעוּ וְשֵׁם אִשְׁתּוֹ מְהֵיטַבְאֵל בַּת מַטְרֵד בַּת מֵי זָהָב
עיין זוהר שגי' מהיטבאל = 97, מ"ה (יקוק במיוי א') + ב"ן (יקוק במילוי ה') כי היא הייתה "אשתו" הנוקבא, ורק אצלו היה שלימות של אור וכלי (מי = חסד, זהב = דין) המילה "זמן" גם = 97, כי כל מה שבתוך הזמן הוא ג
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מוצאי שבת ויקהל
Rebbe Moshe Kobriner zy'a in Toras Avos writes: Rashi explains that Moshe Rabeinu had difficulty understanding what was meant until Hashem showed him a vision of a fiery coin. What was so hard for Mos
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מוצאי שבת פרשת פקודי
The Magan David symbolizes how we give all to Hashem (Ohr Chozer) and he gives us back (Ohr Yashar). It’s called a Magen David because David was Hod she’behod - the ultimate “I have nothing, it’s all
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In reality, the only fact which is known with absolute certainty is the color of each stone. Although absent from the Biblical passages, this is recorded by the Midrash (Bamidbar Rabbah 2:7) where it
Thus even if some doubt exists with regard to the scientific classification of the gems themselves, we can still be certain as to their appearance based on the Midrashic description of their colors (a
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7 Colors of the Rainbow:
red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet. Or ROYGBIV. Red has the longest wavelength, with each color decreasing away from it. 6 Main Colors: The primary colors are red, yellow and blue. Th
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7 musical notes
https://99designs.com/blog/tips/why-are-there-7-colors-rainbow/ In reality there are 6 basic colors. Newton and ancient Greece decided 7 was a cooler number.
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Chol Hamoed Pesach - Vertlach on the Hagadah and on Pesach:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1YCO9ZyRgaQZxuEjKB3fyMQTjHaB679zdIM8Mq6trJZs/edit
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What percent of infinity is a million?
When I have these kind of thoughts and connections (above), I feel like I'm touching "infinity", like just getting the tiniest taste of the infinite depth and wisdom in the Torah... It just makes me r
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It’s fascinating that in Judaism, everything seems counter intuitive:
Chachma = Knowing I don’t know - ראשית חכמה יראת ה Malchus = Having nothing of my own - דלית ליה מגרמיה כלום Tzidkus = Knowing I haven’t started - פתחו לי שערי צדק - זה השער לה’ צדיקים יבוא בו Kehuna
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As you can see in the chart above, Dovid Hamelech mentioned 33 things that praise Hashem. Because the inyan of Hod is praising Hashem, so Hod she'beHod - 33 - things praise Hashem!
And the word Halelu appears 10 times (besides for the first and last “Hallelu-ya”) which is keneged the 10 sefiros - the tenth one being מן הארץ! Noach was the 10th - איש האדמה (Maybe the Hilula of Ra
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We saw above that the Midah of Moshiach / Malchus must be the Midah of Hodaah. And if Chizkiyahu Hamelech had praised Hashem like Dovid and had had that Midah, he would have been Moshiach. (But becaus
דוד יש לו הרבה בחינות: 7, 10, 14, 33 שביעי של בני ישי (כך כתוב בזוהר), שהוא מלכות, השביעי של המדות עשר שבצדיקים (כך כתוב בזוהר, ואיני יודע כוונתם), שהוא עשרה שבספירות (מלכות), וגם שמו כלול מהשורש של מ
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תתן אמת ליעקב 1
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1NSd6ZA3J6-g-BE2GP7shkEx-ruEwvNyCjdppMmtXszk/edit
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וְלָקַחְתָּ מֵרֵאשִׁית כָּל-פְּרִי הָאֲדָמָה, אֲשֶׁר
וְלָקַחְתָּ מֵרֵאשִׁית כָּל-פְּרִי הָאֲדָמָה, אֲשֶׁר תָּבִיא מֵאַרְצְךָ אֲשֶׁר יְהוָה אֱלֹהֶיךָ נֹתֵן לָךְ--וְשַׂמְתָּ בַטֶּנֶא Why is the torah nishmal to a tena? A tene is a kli, Could it be the tor
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The Three Signs
The Three Signs Teffilin Bris Shabbos What does sign mean? A sign is to remind us of a greater truth. Like the raindbow was a אות הברית to remind the world that Hashem won’t destroy it again. זֹאת אוֹ
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In the same way Hashem is infinite, His deeds are infinite.
In the same way Hashem is infinite, His deeds are infinite. That is why the wisdom in the Torah He gave us in infinite, and that is also why the wisdom in the universe He created is infinite. The more
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Find old files where I made gematrios of numbers
Find old files where I made gematrios of numbers Look for the Ohr Hachayim that says we can darshen Torah how ever we want, if it’s not lehalacha Look for zohar of Kalos Moshe - the Tanaim who knew ho
